Haunted Dreams that trouble me( R-rated)

For days now when i go to sleep i dream of Skip, Anasazi83 or Bishop, and one of my friends that moved to New York. i end up either making love or fighting with each one , now this scares me because two of those SKip and bishop i would willing give up my virginity to them. these feelings carry over to my consiciousness because at the back to school dance i felt so lonely i almost cried at every slowslong played because i have fond memories of music and these three guys i mentioned that haunt my dreams.

And i want to know if this is because of my depression ? that i harbor and talk through with bishop and skip? or is this just because i want a man as a boyfriend rather than just a friend?

^>— this was just sent to some of my Aim friends

danh tao said—-danh tao: could be either in variing degrees

danh tao: there is nothing that says that it can’t be both, or one of each

KaG8402: that doesn’t make me feel better

danh tao: no

KaG8402: no

danh tao: but at times like this………other people really can’t

danh tao: what you have to do is to look at yourself………..if its depression, find the cause of it

KaG8402: lonliness

danh tao: if its the latter, go after one of them somehow

danh tao: if its loneliness……….remember that its only a temporary feeling

arelow84 said—

arelow84: probably because you want a boyfriend

KaG8402: could it be a combination?

arelow84: crap if i know man

arelow84: i’m not into psychoanalyzing people

KaG8402: i just asked

now thier both guys and guys i trust to tell me the truth im just so lost and confused some light on the subject would help i hope

Thanks Readers for advice