:) happy mode sort of…

guess who i saw today in the early morning hours…. u guessed  it S. damn i want him so bad.. but we all know i want what i can’t have unless its just  casual sex… with him… but it had been so long… too long since we had had sex… im a little sore right but to me its a happy sore… i’ve been with the man of my dreams i feel rejuvenated to face the world… i wish i didn’t have to be with S. to feel on top of  the world but i do. its like a previous entry about sex said… Sex is a natural cure for depression… because of the endorphins  it releases into the body…. so ill go.. now.. just had to share my happy mood .