GRRRRRRRRRrssssssssss n Blah…

Having trouble sleeping i dont know if its from stress or worries. Or the online friendships i have accumulated through the chat site http://www.advancedchat.com or bangme.net or is it just because i crave sex and im not allowing myself to get any. Plus the other factors mentioned in last entry..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~What would u think if someone u had never met but had talked to n clicked instantly only on a emotional level n interacted with because of the webcams. just up n offed u a hypothetical Marriage proposal? it doesn’t creep me out. but we have so many different beliefs n values.. that i dont know if it could work out… and because I love S.

Life is a journey, it cannot be made alone, you should try to find the one person who will love you for who you are and won’t try to change you, love is more than a word, more than an emotion, it is a state of being, it is being with someone who makes you happy, it is about finding true bliss and extacy in everything they do. Love will only come to those who seek it however, one must find that love in everything others do, one must never give up.

No day but today.(This is taken from the man’s AIM profile.) I couldn’t agree me more between me n S. but i know S. doesn’t feel that way. Even though i do.. So it adds to my confusion. Do i feel the same way about Mystery Person as i do about S? and if i do waht do i do abotu it?

HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPP