Float building

Wow, what a day. my bud ~KP~ and i were joking around with ~ZB~ about things and homecomming taht part was the blast but got me to wonderin is what their sayin what some people thinkin?

or is my depression taking over my mind and make me think that something is there when its not? more than likely that is true.

What i know about homecomming is that i going to the game and the dance i have no plans for before or after and i would love to. but some of my friends are planning to go party and get drunk and i dont want to do that. so is after homecomming going to be the ususal go online and spill out all my feelings that i can’t express. or my frustration? which is what i have done every year. i want my senior year to be differen’t but my bud that i love skip is going to another school’s hc with his ex. i was hoping i could talk to him alone at our school’s hc but that looks like that is on the back burner. * tears start to fall*

i love skip thats not the question. what im worried about is that he seems more aloof than usual and unwilling to talk. I thought i had cured him of that last year. … Those dances with him were so much fun. and god every slow song i think of him and he’s not there to dance with this year. hell i dont knwo if i really want to go anymore to my school’s homecomming its going to be such a brother.

Lataz all