Failed again…..

im so pissed off with myself…. i took another voucher exam today and im about ready to cry cus i still failed the stupid test… Grrrrrrrrrrrz i hate my self… something i want and something i can’t seem to acheive….I can do the physical stuff… yet i can never seem to get the tests…. I work so hard to try and do well and then i blow it all on the tests…. But maybe its because of all the drama thats been going on in the last three days… hell if i know i know i just can’t handle it… and it sucks. god im such a loser although i improved over my last score… i still sucked. instead of getting a 71% i still got in the low 60’s god im so upset with my self right now i dont know what to do….   im so frustrated and afaid if im not able to take and pass the voucher exam….. and i have to take the final i wont pass that either… im so fucking afraid of being a failure at something i so very much want to acheive….

*sighz n cries*