Dedicated to the MEmory Of Joshua Lewis Lamb- Dea

Your birthday was on Halloween and u tormented me

but laughter was ur priority.

it was not the way i wanted it to end but i didn’t have a choice.

ON June 12 u were taken from my life and it brought on my current bought of depression im sure. this time of year is alwaz depressing.

U needn’t have died josh because now our class is incomplete without and goign through our highschool years expecaiclly our last ones are going to be so much harder without ur laughter and jokes.

1997 was the worst time for our class. u were gone and we struggled to comfort one another and deal with ur loss to us.

Im still struggln because it had a major effect on my and its because my last words to u were mean.

Rest in peace my dear friend Josh

Awww, sweetie, it’s okay….I’m sure he forgives you for being “mean”. I know what it is like to lose a class member. In 7th grade a dear colluege was hit by a car and dragged a half mile down the road…his leg ripped off. His best friend’s dad had hit him while Tim was walking home from hockey practice. He’s missed…and we love him….*hugs* It’s okay, hun! ~*~Laura~*~

ACTress WomN

June 13, 2001

That’s k. 🙂 I know you’re only tryin’ to help. I didn’t think he was doing it anyway. It’s gotta be some girl who has no life, etc. I just wish I knew who it wuz… I talked to nick last night on~line & stuff, so I know he’s not mad @ me, or nething. At least I hope not.

Cuz he was trying to talk to me & my comp. wuzn’t actually letting me talk, but I e~mailed him, so hopefully he’ll write me back! 🙂 Well, ttyl! ByE!

I leave notes without words when I can’t think of anything insightful or creative to say, most of the time because I am just too exhausted. I’m sorry that I have been doing that a lot lately. However, I want you to know that I am still reading and still care about what you have to say. Take care! =)

June 14, 2001

I put no notes on my diary until that person will leave me alone. I dunno how long I’ll have the no notes thing on, but hopefully that’ll make her leave me alone. I still wish I can figure out who it is, dang it!!