Dedicated to S..

i love n lose

i Cant have u

yet everytime i turn around

ur there holdign me

offering a shoulder…

and sometiems i wonder

why cant we be?

But then i remember im the other woman,

im not what ur heart wants.

The innocent emotional girl.

who sometimes still believes in fairytales.

I’ve seen death to many times in my life,

lost sight of happiness, and then in walks u

and im blinded and broadsided by what u do to me

making me feel things i’ve never knowne to feel and everytime we part i feel like im leaving my heart behind. Each time we meet i feel like im home..but i know deep in my heart thats impossible. u dont feel the same way that i do. so heres to misery n love for their one n the same.