damn it again… how do i always end up here….

Well the me n J(the 33 year old) male n i will offically meet on Thursday. im nervous about it and excited at the same time..its like my body responds to his voice… like nothing else n it just relaxes… n theres the 19 year old that i met who ganked my camoflauge bandana… the first time we met…

Dam my life is so complicated n theres a ton of things running through my mind right now… i guess thats why i can’t sleep which isn’t good… which means if i crash i wont make class n i really need to go to class damn it..
oh hell