confused

Hi all im back from camp and i sprained my ankle at camp and bruised my acheilles really bad so i can’t put alot of pressure on it.

NeWWAz about this title its because of a dream i had where my past obession met my current love crush and we ened up being together. and i know that wouldn’t happen in my life because skip is shy but slowly comming out of his shell. and the older guy is totally not what i want as i found out so what made my subconcuios put it together that way?

its totally inconceivable that my future could end up shattering one’s life let alone his trust. how could my mind picture this?? what did i do to deserve such conflicting things going through my head.

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY?????????????