8/8/2002

the night before i leave town all i can think about is him and what he really meant by saying he wanted to see more of me before he left for college. that leaves a girl thinking about things. what does that mean, especially to one whos been emotionally troubled? Yet he agreed to help me with the person who was harassing me. yet i know nothing really about him.

what i know about him is that hes a christian, funny, and a really good actor, and hes my age. thats all i really know is that enough?

I try to move forward and yet im haunted by my past.my mistakes, my crushes, my probelms and yet he pops up now and again.

im confused flusterd and have no clue where im going.

see ya all back in here for a update after i get back on the 16th

and hopefully i will have worked out some probelms