8/24/03

Stress. Pain

thats all i feel

wondering waiting

will it never end?

Heartache n Heartbreaks

thats all i seem to know

somewhere lost inside

must be a peice of me.

it just can’t be found.

How do u love unconditionally of one?

n not unconditionally of another?

how do u love two people at once?

if u dont believe it can happen i do

im living it…

im feelign torn between two men who i

could equally love to pieces n then

soem………

help me help me…

i can’t stand it no more

im dying inside. this torture

this stress. i dont need it or want it

or wish it on anyone.

Love…is the answer…and i’ve been right where you are right now..it sucks and the only thing i can say is….just listen to your heart..let it lead the way and not your mind..just relax and go with the flow…hope i helped ~shadow~

Feeling trapped? Feeling like you just don’t have any idea what to do? Or maybe you’re afraid that if you do anything you or someone you care about will get hurt? I say much at this point. Your situation is very unique. But that’s the way I felt before I regressed. I’m praying to God that such a thing doesn’t ahppen to you. Sort through your emotions. You’ll come to a solution very soon.

I can say something on this one… cause I’ve been there before… not sure how it happened, but it happened… it took a lot of thinking… a lot of crying… a lot of praying… and a lot of talking… to friends, to one of the guys… and sometimes, I don’t think things would’ve mattered either way it went, cause there will be confusion over “did I make right choice?” “is either one right?”

Been there & hope 2 never return again. The only advice I can give 2u is wut was given 2 me that helped me get thru it & reach a conclusion…U can only love one person, genuinely, BECUZ when u luv sum1 it’s w/100% of ur heart & nothing less. So how can u luv 2 ppl & give both ur entire heart? Now it comes down 2 who really is the keeper…