7/26/03

Why do i sit here n cry?

When i know im not the one

his heart desires?

When i knew from the start

I could never have him?

All i want is to not know lonelyness anymore,

but its all i seem to find.

Why can’t god be merciful to me,

n end my heartache?

All i seem to do is cry, cry n cry some more.

My friends wonder why, but i cant stand to see them

all happily in relationships. it hits hard more than

i can take.

I sit here tears streaming down my face. My heart aching breaking even into smaller fragments.

Realizing more of the things i want i can never have,

wanting them with all my heart n soul, n never beign

able to have them,hurts more than any of u could ever know.