6/19/01

“The love of my life is the love between friends.”

“No love, no friendship, can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever.”

-Francois Mocuriac

Well, these two quotes just seemed apporprate for what i am feeling.Its summer. Meaning all the seniors, including My deppression consultant, are leaving…forever. Yup, this is another entry about Seniors but this isn’t gonna be all stupid *welll…maybe…lol* However, we are just friends right now. So the love between me and My deppression consultantis our friendship yep were just….friends. I know that isn’t how they meant the quote, but do i look like I care? NOPE! I don’t, so I don’t give a crap if I misinterpreted it, k? hehe, sorry, just felt like saying that

Tomorrow i must move one… the end of us…seeing each other EVERY day. It is going to be so hard knowing that he isn’t going to be there next year when I step foot back on the campus again. I mean…it’ll just be different. We met at the end of his 8th grade year for a reason. I know I will never forget him nor will he forget me, but it’s just so hard to say goodbye. I know he says it doesn’t have to be goodbye, but I think it probably will be.

Well, enough about My deppression consultant, hehe, like that could ever happen! But I saw The typical guy at my shcool again today. He just looked at me and shook his head left, right *like saying no* and walked right past me. he’s a stupid jack ass! I didn’t do ANYTHING to him so why does he do this to me? but NOOOOOO! Ya know what? I don’t need to put up with that, and I don’t think I will! I have Lisa, I have Amanda, I have Carla, I have Skip, I have Samantha, Screw typical guy I HATE MEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don’t know why the hell I’m still straight after all the shit that guys have put me through, but hey, I jsut don’t htink I could enjoy my life me just fu(king girls, hehe!