11/12/03

how do get someone to but out?

How do get someone to let you have friends with who u want to be?

How do let somone know u’ll protect them even if u can’t protect them from ur over caring Heart?

how do i stop becomeing friends of two  people involved in then end up in the middle of their spats because i care about each of them and their well being?

this entry is prompted by something that i’ve been keeping inside for awhile now…. those questions are ones i seriously need answered… cus in my caht i my first chat friend A guy called Sarcy… n I are jsut friends and im kewl with that but one of Sarcy’s other friends  doesn’t like me n would do anything to keep us apart or from talkign n i just couldnt’ stand to lose him as a friend…..

but it all stems from something else … n its just esculated n esculated till i can’t stand to really be in the same room as the other person (the person who wants to keep us apart). its just maddening to me… i haven’t really done anythign to her that i am aware of except maybe show a lot of affection towards Sarcy but nothing that i done to my guy friends in life… at one time or another…

This just upsets me to no end im gonna go calm down now… before i start really throwing things…