I wanna say

I don’t know what to do.  I know my purpose now, learn how to play the piano, but I’m currently out of a job right now, may have a new job by next week, but I don’t have the funds to pay for the classes I’ve signed up for.  And I’m supposed to be fasting and praying.  I haven’t been able to do it.  I think I’m thinking about it too much.  I need to just set my mind and do it.  There’s too much food in the house.  Oh God, please help me.  If I don’t do this, I’m afraid of where I’ll end up.