Didn’t do much today

I’m watching The Chosen third Christmas special now. I don’t think I’ve actually seen this one. I’ve seen every other episode they have made so far. It’s just the first two Christmas episodes put together. It’s not half bad. The beginning was pretty good.

Couldn’t take all the chemical’s anymore a couple of days ago. I decided to just spend the day at the park. The air is so much better there. I got to practice the keyboard 🎹, & learn how to draw a new thing. I felt so much better after spending the day in the park. I’m definitely going to do this more often.

I think I’m going to try again, to fast & pray. It’s been difficult doing that, but I’ve got to change more. I’m always crying, or wanting to cry. It’s not an option for me to stay the same.