And I found out…..

I am so terrible at writing on here. I started this diary at 14 under a different name. I wrote multiple times a day with my teenage angst and drama. I met a lot of people on here and I still keep in touch with some of them. I have the whole diary saved on my computer to this day (and it is so hilarious to read) but I deleted it all off of the internet. It was a lot of poetry, ranting, raving, drama, drugs, drinking and boy/girl crushes and relationships. I don’t regret it happening or existing and I don’t necessarily care if people read it, but there was such a gap between then and now in my diary it seemed ridiculous.

I have a small family and we live in a new town as of last November. My daughter will be 2 in December and we decided a few months ago to stop avoiding trying to get pregnant. I found out 2 weeks ago that I am pregnant again. SO very excited! I’m at just over 5 weeks so we haven’t told anyone except immediate family. Of course i am bursting to tell people but I definitely will wait until the second trimester. I’m hoping I’ll actually write more this time around.