woah its been a long while

dude its been for fuckin ever!! yea. i’m finally in texas at boring ass “Hell Paso” (otherwise known as El Paso). i’ve been here since summer but i havent had an internet connection. well i just got one and it sux ass. yea its fuckin dail up and it goes Super slow and it loses connection all the fuckin time. i hate it but y’kno at least its something. ummm….

i live with meh sister now and life is okay. but obviously i think its mad boring here. i’m adjusting although i’d rather be in jax err orlando with all meh homies but thats not possible. i have to talk to a social worker if i even think about goin anywhere b4 i graduate so it really sux that theres no chance i can graduate with meh friends. but i’m gettin used to life here.

i go to del valle high school now and i’m making pretty cool friends. meh best friend here is araceli and i spend alot of time with jessica and vanessa. i’m crushin on a few people ( i need a boyfriend ). just fyi these peeps are donovan (he really needs to talk to me) gilbert (only since today) paul (he’s gorgeous) alvaro (another gorgeous one and i think there’s more but w/e. i like donovan the most but he’s like really shy and hesitant. its kinda annoying. his friends keep tellin me he’s gay. i hope not.

more with school is my grades are back up to flippin ‘A’ average and i got nominated to be in some national honor roll but i really dont know what that really is. i’m in rotc again. i have french and theater. lunch is so unfair. you get just like 30 min to eat and the lines get mad long. its gay. you have to chug your food down.

i go to school with meh lil brother which is one of the coolest things about being here. we’re so cool man. i luv it. big shout out to danny.

moving on from school….my mom got diagnosed with like uvarian cancer and she had to go thru surgery for that. she’s okay and feeling alot then from b4. she’s weak right now but it’ll only last a lil while. i’m so glad she’s doing so much better. i luv meh mom.

i started going to church again. sometimes i feel uncomfortable there but its all good. i feel okay after i leave. w/e. best not to get too into that.

moving on. speaking of goin places i go to juarez, mexico like every weekend. its so weird goin into a different country all the time. havin to speak a different language and using different money and just lil things make it weird for me. everyone here always goes so theyre used to it but for me its so weird. wow getting too much into that too.

over the summer i went to ruidoso, new mexico. it was awesome. i have never done anything even close to that. camping was so much fun and i cant wait to do it again. dude we chased a bear up the mountain! and there was a family of bears sleeping right outside our tent! it was crazy and i loved it. hiking and fishing and shit like that. i think i found a new hobby.

i also went to my first warped tour. it was awesome and scary cuz i went with this guy i had a huge crush on. i saw tsunami bomb!!!! and a moshed for the first time too. i got trashed but i couldnt stop. moshing is beautiful! so many memories. and i met new peeps there that i’ll never see again but theyre awesome whoever they are.

i’m gonna be very surprised if anyone comments err for that matter even reads this at all. oh well. sorry to those that kno how i put music videos and pix on here but like i said this dail up shit sux and i just cant do it with this connection. whenever i get a faster connection than i’ll do it again.

well i think i’ve written enough. there’s so much that’s happened but it too much and so i hope i covered important stuff.

i miss everyone in florida!!! love you guys.

to everyone else….til next time….