sweet sweet snow

oh

my

goodness

IT

F*CKIN

SNOWED!

oh glorious day! i love it! it was amazing and pretty impressive for my first snow fall considering that it is El Paso. very nice! i like!

ok ok well christmas came. good good. i got like $45 an mp3 player Jhonny the Homicidal Maniac two shirts ummmmm…and of course those tricky lil socks that always find their way into my christmas gifts. but i did need them this time around so all is appreciated.

^fav gift!

mmmm…new years blowed. i no likee. grrrr….

ummm chillin at sherman’s apartment is a VERY regular thing now but i’m not complaining. i really enjoy his company and hope he enjoys mine as much as a do his.

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mom is heckling me alot lately because i dont have a job but i keep insisting that its not that easy. i’m not so much just looking for a job but rather shopping for one. y’kno. i dont want a job i’ll completely hate and that will ruin my everyday just thinking about goin to work. that sucks. i’m young i dont need a job to cause me hassle but rather a job that will lead me to be more content. soooo…i dont want to just take any job like she wants me to. i want a job i can stand. for instance i would completely detest working at a busy fast food chain like McDonalds. ewwwww. no no. i’d rather work in a place like baskin robbins errr something. very nice! or like a coffee shop. or an indie store. or a smoothie place like before. working at tropical smoothie was freakin aWesome! and it paid very well. y’see?

^best job yet!

next….my freakin birthday is on saturday! woo! eighteen and i can finally drink ( in mexico at least ) sooo for my birthday i will take a lil trip to juarez and have a few drinkies. hee! but of course those innocent things come first. after all i am saying goodbye to my childhood. so this calls for cake and singing and playing blah blah blah. i’m gonna miss being a lil kid. poo… hee!

lets see other things about life….

pepper is so big!

i love my cat

mom

work

school is coming up

love

sadness

fake

real

jealousy

happiness

excitement

mind games

fun

boring

cold

SNOW!

missing friends

reminiscing

florida

confusion

football

poker

sherman

sherman

sherman

*heart

so much has gone on. life is complicated. sometimes uncontrollable. still we must try our best and not be put down. i have to remind myself of this constantly. making scenes serves no real purpose. nevertheless i’m still happy.

just smile and look pretty.