stormy but good

its been really stormy today. its still thunderin outside. oooo….

we did alot today. shopping for the most part. we went to the florida mall. we were there for a long ass time. it took forever. i got in trouble too for losing my mom. i kinda just left her in the middle of nowhere. it wasnt on purpose i swear. meh bad. but she got over it and we carried on about the day. i finally ate some orange chicken. ooo…its been so long. i miss those days with mina and serena. oh well. the mall wasnt all that much fun. i mean c’mon.i was there with my mom. cant do much. but i got some long needed shopping done.

i bought some shoes finally. my adidas are practically unwearable now. they have holes in their soles and whenever it rains here (which is like all the effin time but i like it) every puddle i step in…well…y’kno. all the water gets at my socks inside my shoes. so i got some shoes. some basic black saucony’s. i like them. theyre these…

hmm…what else…

oh. of course i finally got the iowa cd like i said i was gonna do. and i’ve been listenin to it nonstop. well not really cuz i got another cd plus the one that i got the day before yesturday. still i’ve been listenin to it alot. and i got this one gothic tribute to lp one. its kinda gay. i might give it my sister. but it has these three songs at the end that are really really good. one is by razed in black. that one is awesome. lovin it.

we went to walmart after that. there i got lip gloss and blue eyeliner. and i got a purse finally. i didnt want a purse at first but then again i need somewhere to carry all my stuff around at skool. y’kno like make up and lil things. especially my cd player. finally i’ll be jammin to my own music and not just listenin to whateva my friends. honestly i dont like most of their music. but theyre awesome people so that doesnt matter. i hate how people now dont just judge you by your appearance but also by what you listen to. c’mon now. thats so lame. sheesh its hard nowadays. hee.

after walmart mom took me to orlando sports bar n grill err something like that. she ate food food and i had dessert. mmm…i had this brownie ala mode. it was much bigger than the pic here. i couldnt finish it. it was so huge. and i got a sugar rush. i was delicious.

well now i’m here. listenin to none other than slipknot and some afi. later imma listen to some sp. the gothic tribute i mean. that cd is so saavy. if thats even a word. well point is its just sexy kinda and just cool.

what else??

hmmm…i talked to my brother last night. i had a long convo with him cuz my sister got mad cuz he came home super late and didnt say where he would be. turns out he was just with his girlfriend the whole time. but i told him a few words. we talked mano a mano if you will. we talked about vegetarianism because fuckin this kid has me all worked up bout it. its hard for me now to eat peacefully without havin flashbacks but the orange chicken helped but i still feel bad for that too. ah. dammit. oh well. so we talked bout that and bout my pet chicken when i get it n stuf and how he’s been pissed bout this and that. y’kno the usual rant your friends and family give you. it was fun talkin to him while it lasted. i miss him still. i talked to my niece too. she was crackin up cuz we kept tellin her that me and my mom were prettier than her mom. we heard her go, “mom you ugly” and then we were all laughin. it was all in good fun. a tender sweet moment indeed. i’ll be there soon.

speakin about leavin…turns out i am gonna be able to finish the school year here. and i’ll get my credits!! yay!! finally good news. now i’m not as all dreaded as i was. hmmm…i’m happy now.

so yea todays been good to me. and i’m very content. the only thing bad was that i kept seein the psp. ooo….one day….one day…

but everything else was just peachy