*random thoughts of you

i dont kno what to say

thoughts of you infest my head

they weigh me down all day

i know you cant comprehend

i cant stop falling into this state

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i dreamt of you again

you danced around in my mind

you made yourself comfortable

excited my nerves

you wont leave

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i’m finally aggrivated

but not

stay please

i like this, you

i’m addicted, infatuated

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youre seeping into my very nerves

infused with you

you’ve destroyed me

caused my the pain i loved

you still hold the pieces

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youre amazing

youre confusing

cant figure what you are

but not mine

i’m alone

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tempting me over and again

melting my insides

so nervous, anxious

dont want this to stop

i’ve given up

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for the first time

i truly feel weak

i’ve become vunerable

beg you humor me

i’m completely at your mercy

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i dont really like this one. has no structure err anything. this was writing a long time ago by me and i was just writing down on paper what was goin thru my mind. kk?? so yea so be too harsh on me. i never really worked with this one.

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November 12, 2005

no i think its good not all poems have to be structured.. but no i wasnt mad its just that this person was calling me “kid” like it was my name and she was makin me mad but i wasnt mad at u i just wasnt sure if u were saying it like it was my name but u werent so its ok… lol i kno im weird about stuff like that! well i g2g luv ya! miss viv

you say it has no structure. but thats a good thing. the poem gives a small sense of confusion, and with the “lack of structure” it makes it more meaningful. good, i like. but just to let you know, you have the poem posted already, its just shorter (the other one is)……..-dude