guess what’s on my mind

if you couldnt tell by my new b/g, i’ve been looking up everything ff7adventchildren. i cant wait.

its been a while but i’m back in the spirit of all things final fantasy. the movie looks soooooo good so far. cloud is my fav just fyi. and tifa and yuffie are awesome too. vincent needs a word in also. sephiroth is the most amazing villian of all time of all mediums and types. he’s great. to all those who dont kno of any of this sorry but today is one of my geeky days.

and i can go on forever about my admiration for this game. yes ff7 is the best video game of all time. i’ve killed soo many hours days and even months on it. my file was amazing. i had several pieces of master (as in master magic;i had like six; and summon;only had four i think; but i didnt bother getting the blue or yellow ones) and i beat all the weapons and i had everything practically. it was beautiful. so much work i put into it. months i would say. and in the sadest of events my memory card was misplaced by one of my lil cousins. it was a sad sad day in my life indeed.

i kno. i’m a geek.

i love my new b/g. its so pretty. i love cloud. he’s so cool. (imma dork!) i’ll never lose fascination in this game. its perfect. i think they really need to remake it an ps2 or 3 (what ever works). but without adding any extra stuff. just exactly like the original only improved graphics and maybe voice-overs. it would be great and i would be able to die happy.

i want my ps2 back!!!!!! i have this urge to play it right now!! but i cant so oh well. i have to wait til this summer to get a job and finally have an income of my own again.

here’s a song i found on this flash movie i saw bout final fantasy…

(this song goes to the rthym of the chocobo samba)

final fantasy is an rpg

the only one that i need

its the rpg got me

final fantasy is all i play

all other games are lame

it puts them all to shame

i only play games that are popular (this isnt true of me)

i only buy games the magazines tell me to buy (this neither)

i may have a shallow mind (not really)

but you can kiss my behind

final fantasy; it consumes my life

and that is probably why

i’ll never have a wife

final fantasy has awesome music

and that is probably why it

always gets remixed

i always buy the soundtrack to each game

oh it is the only thing that i will listin to

oh sure one day it may drive me insane

you may think that i’m a fool

well i’m here to say “screw you!”

final fantasy on playstation 2

with music by nobuo

and graphics by wong chu

it is final fantasy number ten

must save the world again

right here from my own den

hopefully i’ll get thru the game just fine

i sont know why i continue to play each game

they’ll be making these til the end of time

oh i guess that i will pay

for these new games til doomsday

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today i wanted to go to this party and i got pretty excited bout going. then it turns out i dont have a ride. and that ruined my weekend. oh well. at school i was really hyper and it was fun. i dressed out finally for gym (*sigh of relief)and we tried playing hacky sac with the volley ball but it didnt exactly turn out right. it was hard. but i’m not good at hacky sac in the first place. ummm… now i again have nothing to do over the weekend sooooo…..like the loser i am i’ll probably be online for the most part and maybe (hopefully; *crossed fingers) i’ll get to go to the mall err something of that sort. i cant stand being here all day everyday and only leaving to go to school. i feel like i’m imprisoned. i really cant go anywhere. my friends dont ever give me rides cuz i live too far from them. and then no one here is ever home to give me a ride. and sides theyd rather not anyway. i wish i was loved. what a sad story my life is. oh well it happens to the best of us.

i have also rediscovered the wonders of chocolate milk. really. its a beautiful thing. i’ve had like five cartons of the stuff today. and this morning i had a slimfast chocolate chip cookie dough bar for breakfast. maybe thats why i’ve been so hyper. all the chocolate….hmmmm….

well nothing out of the ordinary happened today besides the fact that i didnt get to go to the party. theyll be a next time i’m sure. so i’m not too bummed about it. bummed but not too bummed. one of my friends is being pressured into talking to this guy that likes her but she doesnt like him that why. but peeps keep buggin her. so i have to come to her rescue and shoo them away, literally. but its what i do; help my people. another interesting part of my day was that in ceramics class me and cory kept throwing clay at eachother and getting clay dust on eachother’s clothes and just fooling around like that. it was funny. i just found some more clay in my hair just now actually. hee. thats it really. i hope my week end brightens up. well see you all tomorrow.