a month later

wow i got to get used to writing in this thing often again. its been a long time so i gots to get in the hang of this. ah well.

lessee…what’s goin thru my head right now??

ooo first things first. i saw that one movie jarhead. omg was it just the sexiest thing i’ve seen err what! that lil fellow jake gyllenhaal is my new obsession. wow. thas all i got to say about that.

i got a new game for the first time since like i think february and for me being such a crackhead about games its been hell since that february. but yea i got resident evil 4 for ps2. this weekend it was like everything to me. me and my brother played for a total of i think 26 hours! it was crazy. i’m not playing for that long for a while. i’ve been wanting to play flippin halo but i dont have an xbox and no funding. why do i have to have such an expensive hobby?? ah well. i need to find someone who’s into this so i can just play their shit and be happy. jaja no no i cant just use people. w/e.

next. that guy i like is no longer a problem. completely jut rejected me but thas okay. better luck next time. all there is now is jake gyllenhaal. ah yes. what a nice little thing he is. jaja.

school is cool. nothing is goin on. the halloween stuff that went on i heard was pretty cool but unfortunately that was the day i decided to ditch. bad move on my part. my brother missed his competitoin for drill team and it pissed me off. i wanted to go see it. but no he just had to be stubborn and try to set my alarm clock that he doesnt kno how to use. i told him to let me do it but no he can figure it all by himself he sez. w/e man. grrrr…. he’s in trouble tho. poor kid. what else in skool has happened?? i dunno not that interesting i guess.

home life. my sister is goin nuts on me. she just is so mean and ungrateful. everything i do for her she still gets pissed. i dont kno what he problem is but i never give her lip err anyting but she has the nerve to say i have an attitude problem and i dont listen err so anything especially since i’m the only one that picks up around the house EVERYDAY. w/e man. she needs to cool off. imma keep being nice tho. y’kno that saying kill em with kindness?? yea thas my strategy in all this. jaja. ummmm… i hope my aunt moves over here. she’s hinted on it but i’m not too sure she’ll do it. i hope she does. my cousins birthday was today and i didnt get a chance to say happy birthday. boo. ah well i’ll tell her tomorrow. she’s i think 19 now.

tomorrow at skool i hope something happens. it getting so boring lately. crazy man. i dont like goin anymore its kinda just turning to a hassle. its easy and it lasts too long. i end up doin nothing for like an hour out of every class. people thats four classes a day making 4 hours of wasted time every day. grrrr…..i wish they would just have put me in harder classes cuz this shit is way too easy.

listening to smashing pumpkins right now. waiting for my sister to get home but its gettin just a lil too late so i think i’ll retire for the night. till next time kiddos. goodnight!