1/2 hour rant

so whats up with school? well my teacher wants me to do this extreme paper. it’ll take me like five weeks and its about the most uninteresting thing EVER! she wants me to pretend that i’ve just been elected as the mayor of el paso. my crew is researching topics for my first “state of the city” address. so i have to research different topics about the city’s wellbeing.

This

is a link to her page.

the first one she gave me is persons within the city that have disabilities. grrrrr…boring.

she says that since i want to be a children’s educator that i should consider one of my topics to be about the daycare facilities around town and their conditions and what not. *snore. every week i have to research a new topic. and in five/six weeks i need to write a report with all my searches included plus a full on speech. i have to make it a traditional paper with a title page and table of contents ect. grrrr… i just dont want to do this.

i like the reports that i’ve been doing all year. why cant it just stay that way. she even wants me to talk to city officials and even the mayor himself. wtf. i dont want to talk to them. this project is going to kill me. and i have to put up with for six effin weeks. i seriously need to come up with a considerable excuse for as to why i cant do this.

lessee. afterschool today i’m going to go see my sister. she wants me to help her pimp out her myspace. sherman’s gonna be there playing guitar hero. my brother also wants to see me today. yay! i’ve missed him.

have i mentioned how much i enjoy living with sherman. its so awesome. we do everything together. cleaning cooking playing sleeping. everything. i love it. and its so stress free. i feel extremely relieved not to have someone yelling at me all the time. being paranoid that i’m going to somehow get into trouble even though i know i’ve done nothing wrong. and then getting in trouble for something anyways. i love not stressing during school because getting home would only lead to more bitching about something/anything taht i’ve done wrong. i love it. i feel free. no more binding rules that only serve to suffocate me. now i do things for me. not just to please mother. FOR ME ALL FOR ME!! i love it. and just having sherman there makes everyday so amazing. he’s there for everything and anything that i may need. i feel that there’s really someone there looking out for me. caring for me and not just looking for a stupid flaw in my work. he keeps me on task and makes me so happy.

yay for me I’M HAPPY AGAIN!i love my sherbie so much! i cant say that enough.

hmmm….i’m waiting for the bell for lunch to ring. i’ve got like 12 minutes left. yay cuz i’m freakin hungry.