Wow! April is gone!

I was hoping for so much this April! As the news is always so confusing, you just do not know what to believe, what to hope for anymore.

I still read articles and watch the news, the articles, in particular, seem to me so conflicting, and that is why I get so confused and frustrated.

I still do my own research on the subjects I read about and try to come to my own conclusion, but it is not easy, as I just want to be the right conclusion, the truth regarding what I read. I just do not see or hear the good news I am hoping for and nobody really knows for sure when that might be.

I had a hard time reading some of the news, especially today, just reading the title was bad enough for me, I could barely stomach that. I also believe that some pictures are too graphic, it just hurts, it pains me to see the magnitude of the destruction this pandemic continues to bring.

I really need to focus on other things and I envy people that can!  I wish I were like these people, for my health and sanity.

So, goodbye, April!