Late night!

It will soon be midnight here! I am wide awake, as I had a very stressful day today, with life in general, not only with the pandemic.

I tried to do school, but I could not concentrate, I tried to read, but that did not work either. I just do not know what to do to be able to function. This is not how I am, usually, I recover faster, this time with this pandemic, I feel that I do not have control over anything, and that makes me lose it!

I hope tomorrow will be a better day!

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May 5, 2020

I feel way off.  I am also trying to go about my regular routine but I’m vocally protesting to myself repeatedly: I am not okay.  Because right now, and much of yesterday, I’m really just not.

If I were to be factual with myself right now: I had better stay home and get some rest instead of go to work.  It’s a hard decision to make and I have one hour to finalize … my intuition.

May 5, 2020

@elcreature I know how you feel and I know it is not easy to not be able to be back to normal.

May 5, 2020

Hi… I know the pandemic is draining but hang in there. 🙂

May 5, 2020

@littleavocado Thank you! You, too1

May 5, 2020

@vivi2020 👍😃