why not lol

so things to have seem calmed down. me and the bf had a issue earlier this week which was settled with sex and crying. i cry so easily when upset now (thank you prego hormones). and crying turns him on and im a sucker for penis therapy. and it was good. the best we have on a regular occasion. we have good sex just there are some issues. i can go for hours and hours and well he cant. i want that and he is like ehh.

anyways other subject. myles is sick or something. he had a high fever. well did ..it seems to be getting better but not quite. i still have a job which is nice to know. signed up for some online jobs hope i get it. but doubtful. i dont have all the quailifications never seem to have them. cant wait for the heat to stop. i wish i had friends here. the bf is leaving for 3 weeks. going to be so lonely and just not the same with out him. ill have my little one but sometimes i need the relieve. sigh. trying to go back to the gym but thats not going well. so sleepy. i dont want him to go. i guess i dont have much else to say.