update since i cant seem to do it lol

there is a lot to say but I cant remember it all. not that all of it was important. went to MN for a few days. had a lot of fun. Myles was good. he still threw some tempertantums but he is testing his limits and i must remain firm and strong but still loving. Me and the bf had a talk about displine and how he is towards Myles. Now i do not have any complaints but a few suggestions. i disagree how he handle something with Myles. he took Myles to the bathroom to wash his hands and face. That is great. Get him use to using the sink and all that. But he scared the living shit out of him and did it so matter of factly. When dealing with little kids you need a little more e than that. And i was pissed at him cause he was not understanding my point. He thought i was telling him he needs to cuddle Myles. In reality i was saying he needs to put a little more love into and realize his age. Not to baby him. But you need to talk and interact with them. I make Myles be my big helper. He shuts the doors and throws things away. Goes up and down the stairs like a big boy. The point is to make him want to do and make it fun. He gets high fives when he does big boy things. And on the down side of that time out when he does not listen. And sticking to the time out guns no matter how much he cries or tries to get up. this is the testing him..where he is pushing the limits more and more. 

on good notes. i made homes made lasagna and it was so freaking yummy. and i made stromboli  three different kinds. I got a bread maker in MN  for $10 ..and it was used. but it works. small issue but i think i can work around it. i got the job at jcpenny. went to the dentist well me and Myles. he got a perfect check up…of course. Me on the other hand 4 cavities..but i havent gone in over 5 years. Longer if you count actual cleaning. i had a tooth pulled cause i had an bad issue.  Then went to the eye doctor. i am far sighted and stigamitism. Glasses will be in Friday. I am excited tho. And had a birthday. It was pretty good just the bf got sunburned…bad. So no birthday sex. But we went out to eat.. and he cooked me breakfest and was very doting to me all day. it was good. 

The bad news is my sitter quit. Sad. So now i am having trouble finding someone. sigh.