i want to scream.. well i did

its been one of those days. being pregnant makes it hard to deal with life. i was in pain last night and didn sleep. and then myles does nothing but give me attitude. and then i go and try to find my lost debit card. well its the child support card so i can pay the sitter. i try to use that for only myles related things like paying for a sitter and clothes and etc. well its lost. I’m just having a shitty and hormonal day. myles woke up from nap and got into the cabinets. i was so angry i just sent him to his room. and after i cooled off i made him clean it up and take all of his toys and put them up. i swear I’m getting an ear thing again. i do feel better after a shower. and ill be making homemade pizza tonight. got to wait for the bf to get home so i can fun to the store. its getting better. moving around and finding places for the baby stuff. i like my jeep is dying cause of the weather it being so cold here. and the seat thing is most likely the motor. also thinking about getting the remote start for it. who knows. my paycheck was super awesome. remember must keep saying. must keep saving. i need some cuddles, some "tlc" and a working vehicle and ill be happy again.