05/05/2013

 I truly hate my life. I am moving back  to nc  a single mom of 2. All I do is cry in the mornings and deal with my 2yr old.  Pretend were still together until he can pay to move me.  Today was the worst.  I flipped out.  I took a drive and ended  up out of state came home.  I just want to feel loved and wanted not cast aside like I meant nothing.  It’s how it feels.  Almost 3yrs and I have to come back to nc defeded and broken.  I’m finally cracking.