Go first

My therapist OK’ed me to start with hormone replacement therapy about a month ago.  I wasn’t overly enthusiastic about it because I think the main reason transwomen take hormones is to develop breasts.  I already have breasts.  It’s true that the reason I have breasts is because I am obese, but breasts are breasts.  My therapist reviewed with me all the other benefits of hormones and also reassured me that by breasts would be (and be shaped) more naturally if I was on hormones.

So she convinced me to start taking them.  I haven’t really noticed any effects yet, but I guess it would be too soon for that.

Then she told me that would be the most she would really recommend for me in terms of transitioning because no surgeon would perform gender-reassignment on someone my size.  Mostly out of curiosity, I asked how much weight I would have to lose to be a candidate and she said only if I get my weight below 200 would she even talk to me about it.

Damn.  I just started to really be comfortable with my feederism fetish and accept that I want to be obese and she comes along and finally gives me a really serious motivation to try and lose weight.

I haven’t honestly decided if I am going to try.  I guess I’ll see how the hormones go first.