And sucked

Last weekend when the weather was hot and wonderful the local fat acceptance group got together on the beach in Coronado.  It was planned well in advance so we got really lucky that the weather was so perfect.  Today the high temperature is 68 so it wouldn’t have gone so well one week later.

It’s fascinating to me that the group loves to plan things at beaches and pools.  We’re all a different range of sizes, but none of us have good swimsuit bodies.  I know the notion of fat acceptance is being comfortable with how we look and feel, but it’s funny how in-your-face we can be about it sometimes.  I knew I didn’t have a swimsuit that fit me and I was secretly hoping for colder weather so I would feel justified wearing more clothes.  But as the day approached and I knew the weather would be hot, I decided I needed a swimsuit solution.

There is a website I bought my last swimsuit from but they I’m a few sizes bigger than last time and they don’t carry my size.  I ended up having to talk to a woman in the group who is bigger than I am and ask her for a suggestion on a place to shop online.  She knew just the place but warned me they could be expensive.  She was right, but I didn’t have much choice.

Plus I had to pay for 2-day shipping so I could have them in time.  But I can honestly say it was a good purchase.  The swimsuit fit surprisingly well, if anything it is a little big on me which is good since I expect to keep gaining weight.

Can I share a sex story now?  Stop reading here if you’d rather not.

I’ve written about my ED before but I don’t know if I’ve gone so far as to say I really never get hard any more.  I haven’t had an erection in more than a year.  My scat/feeder friend and I do have frequent sex, but I’m always on the receiving end or giving oral.  Last week when we were together, he suggested getting a friend of his involved because he wanted another hard cock other than his.  I had no problem with that.  I know I don’t get hard, I’m not offended by it.

Probably not a surprise, but the sex ended up becoming mostly about the two of them.  I participated a little but mostly I watched my friend get fucked by a guy with a properly working penis.  At the end, I watched the guy cum into my friends ass and I decided to do something I had only seen before in porn.  I put my lips around his ass and sucked the cum out.  It was extremely fun and they both loved it.  I think I may have earned myself an invitation back to play with the two of them again.