May 13th 2010

MY diary :

I have been a way for couple of days , some how they where better then before , except the part that i want to fight every one i know and in stead , I keep smiling

May be , because there is a hope waving beyond , that we might at some point go back home , and i know it wont feel comfortable to me and i will cry more then I’m here , but , i need to go there and start my life i hated the pause time