What the… ?
Okay. It’s time to update about my weekend plans of meeting the girl from OKCupid.
It’s a bit intense. Are you ready for it? I’ll put everything that happened in quotes.
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Done.
Nothing happened. She disappeared. I heard nothing from her Saturday and today (Sunday)…
So that kinda sucks.
Either
A) Her ex husband beat her to death for talking to me…
or
B) She just changed her mind, and doesn’t want to meet me so she stood me up.
So you can imagine how I feel about this. Pretty fucking lousy. But that’s what I get for once again thinking someone might take interest in me.
~Bruce
*sigh* hard to say . Sometimes meeting a stranger that you feel strongly about is just scary. What if! I hope that this doesn’t happen to you again. Humans are not truly trustworthy… I’m glad that I found someone who is real. I hurt some people along the way because I fall too fast without really thinking about reality. ugh. Guilt. May Love find you, and keep you.
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Even though Im sure you already know, to make my point Im going to have to say it. I was really interested in you at one point and you rejected me. SOOO maybe you’re just in the “you’re interested in people who arent interested in you and not interested in people who are interested in you” thing. But that doesnt mean that people arent interested in you. Just due to the way you act a lot of the
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time maybe there have been or are people interested but they would never tell you because they assume theres not a chance. I know you’re just feeling down right now but still. I hope you really do realize things like that.
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blah! i just went back to read your last entry before i read this one and Blah! it is hard to say though–girls are weird. maybe she just got nervous. i don’t know. had she ever met anyone from the site before? hmmm. i don’t know what to tell you brucey boy š this is pretty š don’t get all lousy feeling about it though–it most likely had nothing to do with you personally. girls are fucking weird…i can tell you that much. other then that i don’t know what to tell you about girls because i don’t understand them and i am one! maaaaaaaasssive hugs. <3
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No!
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š don’t give up.
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maybe her car broke down or something. see the thing about love is…nobody deserves to be loved. so the hard part is just accepting that you can be loved…whether you feel that you deserve it or not. theres only how many girls out there?
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