Someday

I’m still going…

keep moving forward…

each step I take; may it hurt, may it ache…

I feel like a drug addict in rehab.

I’ve been off the Nicki for over a year now.

But man, I still want her and miss her and need her to function.

Or at least I feel that way.

I wonder if she’s going to have a boy or a girl? I personally am hoping for a girl. A baby girl that is as beautiful as the mother. That’s probably the only way Nicki will ever see just how beautiful she is. Plus boys are just too much trouble.

I wonder if she ever thinks about me. And if so, does she think about me fondly, or with anger?

I just hope that wherever she is… that she is happy.

~Bruce