Reality

Okay, let’s face it.

1. She doesn’t feel the same way. Period.

2. She’s way out of my league.

3. I’m just a nerd.

I don’t know why I even bothered. I am officially declaring right now, that I give up. I never stood a chance. I don’t know why I allowed myself to think I ever did. I need to spend some time alone for awhile. Disappear for a bit. I still have to disappear to help myself get over my problems. I don’t fucking care what anyone says about that. It’s how I deal with problems. Get over it.

I can’t allow myself to ever fall for anyone so easily ever again. I’m tired of getting hurt. Especially by women. I’m tired of all women.

I’m out for awhile. Leave me alone.

~Bruce

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June 13, 2008

Man i loved Chrono Trigger…and Chrono Cross is one of my favourite games of all time. I just love most JRPGS…had to tell you when I saw your cover page. I also relate to your sentiments about women…though I’ve only really been in love with one woman and had my heart broken by the same. I’m still the shadows so to speak. But it’s often self fulfilling isn’t it..negativity-positivity

June 14, 2008

Why? What happened, and how can you be sure?

7/29/10 *hug*