January 17, 2008

Pain…

Ohhhh…

I want to write, but I don’t know how this is going to come out. You see I have this slight EXCRUCIATING PAIN in 4 different places of my mouth. Ironically at every corner of my mouth. Not only do I have pain in the top right corner of my mouth, but in the bottom left as well. Not only do I have pain in the bottom right corner of my mouth, but the top left as well… =(

I would just like to take a moment to talk to God.

Hi God, it’s Bruce. I’m not praying to You to ask You to forgive me or to watch over my family, I’m not praying to You to stop this war here, or end this suffering there… I’m just talking to You for one very specific but just-as-important reason.

God, Thank you for Jello. I am so undeserving of Jello’s love, yet she is so good to me. I can hardly open my mouth, yet thanks to Jello’s love, I still get the wonderful tastes of Strawberry, Orange, Grape… It’s enough to make me cry.

Not that I cry, mind you. I just get things in both my eyes sometimes…

Thank You God, Amen.

I’ve been laying in bed, watching movies nonstop… trying to ignore the pain. I just woke up and there is dried tear streams all over my face. I’ve been crying in me sleep! But I don’t cry. I’m just leaking, dearies.

I would like to thank all my OD readers out there for supporting me. I think I have been through one crazy month.

And Helen! Dear sweet Helen! Especially thank you. There’s not an entry on this diary that you haven’t been around for. Even entries that are no longer here you use to leave me notes for. Stupid OD hackers.

If you were here in El Paso right now,… I would take you out to the FINEST restaurant El Paso has to offer – which probably would be a Mexican restaurant… which I think you like.

And Brookie! Oh Brooke, I have been such a horrible friend to you. I’m sorry I kept shutting you out everytime I needed space. The same offer goes to you, except yours is actually redeemable, as we will most probably meet again in this life!

And Sarah! I don’t quite think I would take you out to eat because I don’t think that would really be the best thing for you. Due to your recent events in your life, I would go with something more fun… Like a fair, circus, or ROCK CLIMBING! Oh yea.

And “It’s Going to Be Okay” (Because I don’t think I’ve ever been told your name yet) — We would get our WoW on like Donkey Kong. And believe me, I can get my Donkey Kong on. Get you up to 70 if you weren’t there yet and decked out in Epics. w00t.

But instead… I’m pretty well crippled at the moment. Next movie up is Aladdin. Disney movies always make me feel a little bit better. And Final Fantasy. Restores my faith in humanity.

Why is it that a guy like me, makes lots of female friends through the internet, but hardly any in real life?

Ohhhh… the pain. =(

Good news though – The surgery didn’t hurt at all. Totally didn’t feel anything. It’s the recovering that sucks.

~Bruce

good luck!

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Wisdom Teeth, I’m guessing? I feel your pain! Hope it heals quickly!

Awe, that made me smile and chuckle. lol Everyone else gets to be taken out and mine is so much different…gotta go be nerds. 😉 Its perfect though! My name is Jenn…nice to *meet* you. =D And I’d be your friend in real life. You’re a cool cat! Now where are those chipmunk cheek pictures……..0=)

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January 18, 2008

Your eyes are leaking? Ah Bruce, you’re too cute. I almost want to pinch your cheeks, but I won’t for two reasons. One, it’s condescending. Two, I’m not quite close enough to do it. Actually, there’s a third; it’d kill you with pain if I did. You called me dear and sweet. *scuffs ground* shucks 🙂 You know what? I actually went back and read a few of your older entries today. I was curious to see how long we’ve been favourites. It’s about four years, I think. Not doing too badly 🙂 Aladdin! I haven’t seen that in YEARS! Upwards of ten, at least. Oh, I think I need to take a trip to the video store (and, consequently, memory lane).

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ryn: It’s amazing what reading words that show you someone truly understands can do. You see this entry is exactly what makes you great – you’re in pain, you could be whining, but you’re not only laughing but making your readers laughing! 🙂 I have a friend that is afraid of the texture of jello, how absurd is that? I love Rock Climbing! I did it in the smokey mountains, and wow. Circuses are

cool too though 🙂 haha take care Sarah

*hugs* ~Brooke

Hmm…I feel bad for you! You see, Im experiencing not even pain…more like tightness in those areas and cant open my mouth too wide. Im also on day 2. So comparatively you were either in more pain or you’re just more of a wuss. =P Were you crying in your sleep because it hurt or something else? I’ve never woke up with dried tears on my face. I’ve GONE to sleep crying but this suggests you were

already asleep when you started crying. Poor Bruce!

Oh and PS, thank you for the mention when my diary was still It’s Going To Be Okay. =P Still going to take dear Helen on that date? 😉