December 30, 2008

New Years Resolution 2009

It’s time to list my resolutions for 2009. Here they are:

1. Keep the weight I’ve gained
My goal was to gain 10 pounds this year, bringing me from 135 to 145. I gained 20 pounds this year. I weigh 155 lbs. Adding weight is not necessary but welcome for 2009. The main goal is to KEEP WHAT I’VE GAINED. Limit 185 lbs – 195 lbs.

2. Stay in school, and OUT of the Army
There’s a lot of different people involved in this. I can do everything right within my power and still fail this one. So let’s hope that the stars are in my favor and I succeed in this goal.

3. Focus on hair regrowth
I’ll begin this year’s self improvement with my hair. It’s been slowly going away and I wont stand for that anymore. Hopefully this is a quick fix, but if not, I’m in it for the long, hard war. Guess I’ll get some Rogaine now…

4. Get over Nicki by the end of 2009
Get her out of my head. Get her picture out of my wallet. Stop living in the past. Stop wondering if she ever cared. I hope I can accomplish at least a little bit of this before 2009 ends.

5. Regain self confidence
It’s practically gone. But with work, I can have it back. I want to be able to go to a public beach and swim in just my swimming trunks, without feeling self-concious. I want a more positive self-image. I want to be able to talk to girls. Dealing with #4 (see above) will probably help this.

Wish me luck.

~Bruce of 2008

saw you in front page, but if it helps, eating a lot of protein will make your hair grow 🙂 xo

i think it’d be easier to get over her if you found someone better, you know, another special lady, or if you find something else to dedicate yourself to. you can do it–you’ll be okay. LOTS OF HUGS DUDE!

wow, you have good goals. stay focused and determined. you absolutely have to get her out of your life and don’t think about her as much as possible! and ps- you have a nice body, stop being so hard on yourself or comparing yourself to others… take it from a lady married to a sexy man… you look great! and go to church! God is good! And He loves you!!!

Please write a loving letter to yourself to combat that negative one. Take it out when you’re feeling really low and couldnt think of those things. You are none of those negative things you said and Im sorry that your head screws you up to believe so. Good luck Bruce. I know you can do it (the resolutions.)