My Beautiful Nicki

My precious Nicki,

I cannot stop thinking about you. You have been ever-present in my mind all day. I want to get lost in your brilliant, hypnotic eyes while holding you in my arms. There is so much joy and happiness inside of me, overflowing from me, since you came back into my life. I don’t ever want this to end. I want to keep you in my life forever. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

I will always be there for you, riveting Nicki. Even if you became the most hated enemy of the entire world, you can bet that I would be by your side. As long as there is life within these bones of mine, they move for you. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My dazzling Nicki, I dream of spending day after day, night after night with you. I can see us spending our days together at Haunted houses, anime conventions, movie theatres, theme parks, or even just a typical day buying groceries at the grocery store. I would cherish every moment. I see our nights sharing our most intimate feelings, our deepest secrets, and our brightest dreams. I would make love to you every night. Holding you in my arms, I would pray to God for just another day with my beautiful Queen. Just one more day. Words could never be able to express the gratitude I would feel when I’d wake up in the morning to find you still in my arms. Another day granted to me, to spend with you. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My breathtaking Nicki, you are the missing piece of my soul. I was so oblivious before, thinking myself complete, and then you came along into my life and I suddenly realized that I have never been complete. I have only ever been a half of a whole. Now without you, I don’t even feel alive. We must be together, incredible Nicki. The whole is greater than the sum of its parts. Always. What we can be together, we could never be alone. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My lovely, lovely Nicki, can you not see your effect on me? I write poetry and love letters and overflow with such happiness from your love. You empower me. You make me into so much more. Please, do not doubt my love for you. It is the most powerful force in the universe. It is the most wonderful force in the universe. And it exists only for you. I only have eyes for you. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My stunning, gorgeous Nicki, how I wish to hear your voice. That sweet melody to my soul. So soft and light, so warm and filled with life. Your laughter is magical. I love when you say my name – there is no greater song. There are no better lyrics. I want to kiss the silky smooth neck that houses such a wondrous voice. I yearn to hear you tell me you love me. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My astonishing Nicki, how seductive are your lips! Your smile is so inviting. There are times when you smile at me and suddenly my only desire is to quit talking and kiss you. To connect with you. Your warm kisses paralyze my body, scramble my thoughts, and electrify my soul. And I love every moment of it. I will never get enough of your kisses, and because of that, you will always have all of mine. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My majestic Nicki, your hair is awe-inspiring. I have seen it in so many different styles over the years that I have known you, and you never cease to look wonderful. Your hair tantalizes me. I want to play with it unendingly. I want to kiss it. It is an efficient and lethal weapon against me. I crumble before it. You always light up the room you’re in. There is a glow about you. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My bewitching Nicki, I am helplessly addicted to you. You are my morphine to this terrible world. You take away all my pain and loneliness. You give me reason and purpose. You ARE my reason and purpose. You counter balance all the horrors of this world for me. I have lived years, but finally, I am alive. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My exquisite Nicki, I could go on forever. The words flow endlessly from the heart that beats for you. My writing cannot keep up with the words that are pouring out of my soul for you. The English language does not contain all the words I need to express my love to you – it’s words are not strong enough. I have to settle for lesser versions of how I feel with lesser words like beauty, joy, and alluring. My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

My captivating Nicki, I hope when I finish reading this to you, that I will look up into your radiant, warm eyes and see you smiling at me. That’s all I ever want for you, is for you to smile and be happy. You deserve these things always. My enchanting Nicki, I dream of a future where you are mine to have and to hold, for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, until death would we part. But even death could not keep me from you. If there is any semblance of an afterlife, it would be lived for you. Your love is all I need.

My beautiful Nicki, I love you.

~Bruce