Magic Pills

Well.

I’ve only got 2 pills left.

These pills have made my life so much better for me. Or so I believe. By the way I am under the influence of the pill right now… so I may seem a bit odd.

Like I was saying before I interrupted myself… these pills have made me feel so good. I feel happy when on this pill. I feel loved. They make me feel the warm and fuzzy feeling inside you can feel from a significant other. It’s funny that a pill can be competition for women. But this one is definetly a good pill.

Well…

I don’t know if this entry will last mind you, I may very well delete this entry when I am no longer under the sway of this narcotic…

Well…

Fuck man, I don’t know how to say this.

I like the way this pill feels. I like the way a significant other can make me feel…

Maybe one day… I can feel BOTH at the same time?

Eh? Do you know what I’m suggesting? I know what I’m suggesting.

Fuck man, I’m so fucked up right now. These pills aren’t good for me. They can’t be. But they feel so good.

Y’know what… I’m glad I’m almost out of these pills. Because I can’t keep living in this false happiness these pills provide me with…

But I’ll definetly miss them when they’re gone… Haha

At least you OD readers can give me support. My family has a past with substance abuse and I don’t want to be one of them…

but seriously… when I run out of pills… I may still have the migraines…

If that’s the case, I have to go back to the dentist and ask if this is normal, and if so, just how long will the migraines last? Because they start out at the beginning of the day so weak and pathetic…

But they work their way up into pounding throbbing hurting pain in my temples.

Man, I’m a fucking Percocet junkie man. It’s fucking crazy. Magic pills they are.

Give me support, OD readers. Give me love. The pills give me fake love. I want real love.

Well nevermind, I don’t even know what I’m talking about anymore. I can’t keep a train of thought at all… It’s great.

I pwned Athrun (nemesis in WoW) today. I’m so proud of myself. I’ve gone so far.

Hehehe… I hit my head on the monitor earlier… I was so dizzy. I didn’t even feel it. LMAONADE.

Y’know, I feel so pathetic right now talking about this problem I have… but I always pride myself on being honest. So here I am being honest with you guys. I would LOVE to take one of these pills on a special night with a special someone. That would be the ultimate night of feeling loved. =)

Sorry if that sounds stupid.

I went to day 2 of my class for getting out of the army. We covered resumès some more. And MAN… I sat inbetween (the luck I have sometimes) 2 very beautiful women. And ONE of them…

Is an exact identical twin of Cynthia. Can you believe that? Cynthia was my 2nd girlfriend, btw… Picture of Cynthia

Yea that’s right. Cynthia’s a blonde. Blondes can be hott too y’know. She’s a smart cookie though. =)

Ah lemme stop rambling now.

Uhm… Am I done writing? Mr. Brain, wake up, did you say what you wanted to say? I think I did. Uhm…

I need to hit submit before I waste anymore space on OD Server’s hard drive.

~Bruce