I’d Strike the Sun if It Insulted Me

I really don’t know why I’m still around.

I don’t feel like I have any direction or purpose. And these are the things I need. Without them… I do nothing. I accomplish nothing. All I do is work and horde money and vacation time. And get fat. And just… do… nothing.

I just don’t have energy anymore. I don’t have the will to try. I just don’t care. Fuck it all. I need something to motivate me. I need an event of some sort. A catalyst. Without it… this is the rest of my life. Work and nothing.

I am almost 30 and I’ve done nothing with my life.

I’m still very angry at the world, but I don’t know what to point it all at.

~Bruce