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My Queen doesn’t love me.

Rough day for me, today.

It doesn’t matter though. Nothing matters.

She doesn’t want to talk to me anymore.

I still want to die.

I can’t wait to be dead.

She thinks I don’t love her. She thinks I only care about myself; that I’m selfish.

I definetly do not care about myself. At all.

I need to hurt myself. I need to see my blood.

How could she think that I don’t love her? She’s all I think about.

All I ever wanted was for her to be safe, and happy. And I totally blew it. I blow everything. I totally suck. I fucking hate myself.

I fucking hate myself and can’t wait to be dead. I can’t wait to graduate so I can pay off my debts so I can off myself. I can’t take this pain anymore.

My OD is now Friends Only. I can’t let her see my entries anymore.

I hope that after I die, she will not forget me. And that she will remember that I always loved her.