12/8/08

I wish I could just pick up my phone and call her. I’m half tempted to do that tonight. Right now. 3 AM.

But what can I say to her without sounding pathetic?

She’s married. She’s gone. Her choice. She has abandoned me. Left me to die without her. And I am.

Last time I heard her voice? August 5th. On my voicemail.

Last time I spoke to her? July 12th. Phone.

Last time I saw her? December 31st, 2007. Christmas vacation.

I need some kind of closure. I want an apology or something. Or to yell at her. Or both.

~Bruce

MarMar8609

December 7, 2008

u write a letter, either u send it to her or u dont. ultimately its your choice, no matter what u choice i can guarentee u’l be able to exhale after.

a.little.love

December 8, 2008

when you love someone that much, nothing ever gives you closure. because the only closure you want is to be with them forever – nothing else will do. it’s enough to drive you mad and break your heart.

catch the sparks

December 8, 2008

She’s married already? That was fast…

opaque

December 9, 2008

write a letter. you dont have to send it. you can burn it even. fire! fire! ANYWAYS i dont have any advice on how to let go. just a cheesy time heals all wounds.

i know how this feels. xx starlight massacre

I agree with the other noters. In a way, nothing will do but I think writing a letter you wont send and getting EVERY SINGLE THING out or talking about it to God would help. I often times look up at my ceiling at night when I cant sleep because of something thats on my mind that wont go away and talk about it out loud. It does help.