06/23/2011
Turns out I don’t start my new job until the 11th,… so I have time on my hands.
I’m depressed.
Life sucks. It always has. It always will. Nothing matters to me.
My existence is a mockery.
I miss Nicki. If I don’t matter to her, then I don’t matter at all.
This is definitely a low point in my life. I just hope things don’t get any lower.
Probably going to make all my entries public again. I really hate FO entries in my diary.
Don’t really feel like having notes on this one, though.