high

Being honest with myself tonight. I never got over abby, I’m still insecure about my weight sometimes, I want to be a paramedic but I’m not sure if that’s what I want forever and that’s scary but I’m doing it anyways because I can’t live with the “what if” if I never did it. I am excited for school next semester. I want a girlfriend again, I am so excited to date more. I love to be vulnerable.