Argh

The last half of February has been a trainwreck. I got a cold, this awful weather blew in, and my mood took a nose dive. I ran out of antidepressants and ate too much bad stuff and didn’t feel like going any where. I had this big disappointing situation at my job. I gained all my recent weight loss back.  I feel like crap. I’m very demoralized.

Today I weighed myself. I’m making some tea. I’m going to try to go to the gym  and tan while I’m there. I might pay my bills. I’m going to try to eat better and get back on the wagon. I don’t want to. I don’t even want to get out of bed…