so girlish and blind i have been

the guy from the last entry was a total waste, he stood me up and never returned my call. turns out my friend went to school with him and told me all I needed to know anyway. guess he got the hint that I don’t put out and I’m an investment, not a toy.

so I cant be too mad about it, just a shame, you think thinks different but its all the same.

blah blah blah. but it all happens for a reason cause that day I went to see Migs and our connection was effortless and he’s so damn cute and sweet.

but then there’s this tie up with an old friend of mine, we have a history and it keeps repeating. and now I like his best friend. my god my life is hard to keep up with, even for me. and entirely ridiculous. but I’m happy. happier than I’ve ever been.

I didn’t even know these sensations existed. everything is so perfect. and falling into place.

I can’t help but to think someone is going to shake me, draw back my eyelids, and cry out to pull me from this dream.

I guess I will just have to see where life takes me from here. all I know is there are so many amazing people in my life, and I’m meeting more everyday, going new places trying new things and smiling through every molecule of my flesh 😉

I’m going to try to be more persistent and thorough on here like I used to be. I miss it, and I miss everyone who would read this nonsense and make me smile at the end of it.

love.love