murder by death

two weeks today.

but i am going to wait one more week.

i am ill with thought.

i am forever changed.

i sat in the dark in my backyard, i pet him and wept. this was not meant to happen.

maybe there is symbolism in this, i would be even more devastated if that holds truth.

am i his girl? am i his queen?

i will have divine power.

he kisses me in front of the boys, and their silly nieve girls.

i am on top, and they all know it.

maybe i am to be feared hahah.

such bitter sweet ties.

bound i am, my lips are SEALED.

xoxo