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why do i want to hurt you?

i think about it everyday

how you would never find out

all the things i could do

how i could wrench that

heart so safe in your ribcage

i could destroy you

effortlessly

but why am i doing this?

i have no rhyme or reason

from what i can see i have no

cause for this defense mechanism

in my brain, trying to keep my little heart locked up

in case you hurt me first.

its so sick how past relationships

can destroy a potential good future with someone new.

i hate this feeling, its not me, and i think this time its different, i just want it to go away.

i cannot even escape it in dreams, that’s where its worse.