God Blessing

God Blessing

This is finally a new-born day for me. I am now a returning son to God’s homeland. I have been searching for life meaning for years and years. Finally it comes to the God’s leading path which can put me a ‘satisfied’ answer. 

To me, terribly sorry that I was poorly connected with God in the past. God’s doing is not overtly recognised in my life. I walked my way and I pathed my future. All the achivements in sharping a fruitful ‘me’ are my sole efforts and determination, not others.

Actually, I know God as early as six. I sang to praise God. I read bible stories. I prayed in every school morning assembly. I went to church whenever friends’ invitation. God had never put his step further away from me. Instead, it was my choice to put m back.

I have been wrong by the idea. I always thought that I could only be convinced to believe in God if I could have a chance to meet or feel him. Who in the world have met God before? Who knows God?  I can only believe in God if I am willing to believe. This is not a matter of having seen, having met. It is a foundation of love, trust and feel. You do not actually have a solid and sound foundation with God, and you can still cast your vote.

I am willing to return my sole control to the God. God, are you listening? I am praying. I am searching for you and I think that I can eventually ‘taste’ your wellbeing after all.

I believe in God. I am moving one step closer to you – a rather difficult and uneasy step. However, I am desperately needing you.